Forever And Eternity

I wish I could have been there,
To head your final goodbye,
To maybe wrench the knife from your hand.

It's not fair you left me,
Now I need to feel the pain,
All the pain you left behind.

I want it to end my life now,
I want to be with you,
Even in death I want to see you.

If only I was there to help you,
I just thought that maybe I could end,
End my life with you.

Sorry I couldn't help you,
Sorry I heard what happened to late,
Sorry I couldn't protect you from the pain.

I guess it's really true,
When they say you don't know what you've got till it's gone,
Because now I realize how much I loved you.

It didn't have to end like the way it did,
As these tears of pain,
Run down my face in silence.

Your face stands out in my mind,
Forever as I live this lonely life,
Now I have no one to tell me troubles.

There's noting that can make it better,
Nothing to take away my pain,
Except for the thing that took you out of this world.

With a knife to my arm,
I think that I'll join you soon,
As I place the cold blade to my wrist.

I wish it could have been different,
I wish you were still here,
So I could hear your laugh again.

But you're gone forever,
It won't ever be the same,
As my tears run don my cheeks and onto my arms.

Swiping the blade across my wrist,
I hold back a yell of pain,
As I watch the blood trickle to the floor.

My blood is crimson red,
So it's true that I'm human,
And it appears that I've made another mistake in this life.

I want to go back,
I want time to reverse,
Were these thought going through your head as you waited to die too?

As I place the knife in the other hand,
I know that I'll be with you soon,
Seeing a shower of blood run from my hands onto the floor.

Falling back and blacking out into an endless void,
I die with joy in m eyes,
As I continue to fall back into Death's arms.

Embracing me in a hug,
Death points the way,
To forever and eternity with you.

But now I wonder,
If I did the right thing,
Leaving my other friends just to be with you.

I wonder how I could have thought it,
As I stare into your beautiful eyes,
And I run into your arms for the rest of eternity.


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		Poem written by me, in loving memory of, Sean who committed suicide. 1987-2003.



		Forever And Eternity I wish I could have been there, To head your final goodbye, To maybe wrench the knife from your hand. It's not fair you left me, Now I need to feel the pain, All the pain you left behind. I want it to end my life now, I want to be with you, Even in death I want to see you. If only I was there to help you, I just thought that maybe I could end, End my life with you. Sorry I couldn't help you, Sorry I heard what happened to late, Sorry I couldn't protect you from the pain. I guess it's really true, When they say you don't know what you've got till it's gone, Because now I realize how much I loved you. It didn't have to end like the way it did, As these tears of pain, Run down my face in silence. Your face stands out in my mind, Forever as I live this lonely life, Now I have no one to tell me troubles. There's noting that can make it better, Nothing to take away my pain, Except for the thing that took you out of this world. With a knife to my arm, I think that I'll join you soon, As I place the cold blade to my wrist. I wish it could have been different, I wish you were still here, So I could hear your laugh again. But you're gone forever, It won't ever be the same, As my tears run don my cheeks and onto my arms. Swiping the blade across my wrist, I hold back a yell of pain, As I watch the blood trickle to the floor. My blood is crimson red, So it's true that I'm human, And it appears that I've made another mistake in this life. I want to go back, I want time to reverse, Were these thought going through your head as you waited to die too? As I place the knife in the other hand, I know that I'll be with you soon, Seeing a shower of blood run from my hands onto the floor. Falling back and blacking out into an endless void, I die with joy in m eyes, As I continue to fall back into Death's arms. Embracing me in a hug, Death points the way, To forever and eternity with you. But now I wonder, If I did the right thing, Leaving my other friends just to be with you. I wonder how I could have thought it, As I stare into your beautiful eyes, And I run into your arms for the rest of eternity.